Where is Here?

I am lost in the silence of my thoughts
Surrounded by the ghosts of my heart
Burdened by the love in your eyes and the emptiness in my hands
You want to yell it from the roof tops, I want to crouch down in fear
Scared of what I have to say and what you don't want to hear
How did we get here, no one has a map
But I want to retrace my foot steps to see the exact moment when I made a left and you turned right
When I dream at night its not your face I see, can you forgive me?
We are stuck in a place with no name, no latitude or longitude to claim
Further and further away I go as you beg to know- do I love you, yes ...or...no
How did I get here?
Where exactly is here ?
Most importantly how the hell do I get out